Tentativity (which should be a word)

I am aware that I left you on somewhat of a cliffhanger. And then disappeared without so much as a tiny update.

Things are still very fragile, a bit wobbly and unsettled.

But the husband has not left.

And that is the most important thing.

It is hard, I am finding it hard (and so is he I think) to look at ourselves clearly and be honest. It is hard to keep a balance between strength and hurt. But we are trying.

He said he is not ready to stop trying yet.

Which is good.

I think.

(I am still secretly keeping my fingers crossed. A bit.)